Thursday, February 24, 2011

home

I've been feeling really displaced lately, like I don't have a home.

Big Brown is my house, Ray and I own it. However, I wont be living there until after the wedding. My current living situation is fine (love my roommates), but it doesn't feel like a place where I belong. It feels like a roommate, boy-crazy, sad-girl-movie-watching phase that I've already passed through. You know? I have stuff at big brown, my current house, my car, my parent's house, etc. I just want to be settled.

I know this feeling will go away after we're married and I actually live in Big Brown. Right now, it's just another thing that's stressing me out.

Sorry about this sad girl blog.

4 comments:

the lady justice said...

I am so here with you, girl. Stuff in storage, stuff at parents', stuff at Matt's...

JessM said...

Man... now that you mention it, I've been in that sad girl movie watching phase for awhile. Though I would say I was more constantly mad at boys then crazy about them hehe:)

Big Brown will be home sooner rather then later!

cottage girl said...

I've had SO many married friends say the exact same thing. Then, less than a year later, they all were saying how much they missed being with "the girls" and the fellowship that entailed. They wished they had really took time to enjoy those last few months and use every opportunity to LIVE that life while they could.

I think of those conversations often and hope I remember to do that if God ever chooses to send me off into the married world. I'm really bad at enjoying things in the moment...

miss indie said...

I'm sorry you're feeling so sad. :( i hope things start looking up and that the stress goes away.
hugs!! xx